Pinewood Derby2015

 Boy Scouts and one Bunny Rabbit . My silly Josh.

 Waiting for check in.

Check in time...

 Lets get ready to RACE!!!!!!!

 Josh looks so little .

 Race Car Driver Jamey..

This years Pinewood Derby rocked . They had a real NASCAR race car driver and he let the scouts climb all over his car. Jamey showed awesome sportsman ship. He did not win this go round but He stayed to cheer on his buddy. He is really growing up so big.







Josh is rotten but getting big also.

Say a prayer

My ex husband is not paying his child support and work has not called me in a while so I have no money and I am really starting to worry.  My kids need the basic things in life and this mommy does not know what to do. I also keep hearing all these lies my ex is spreading that I had an affair and that is why we divorced which is not one bit true . The truth is he cheated about the whole time we where married and verbally then physically abused me. I have prof of every thing .

My Boys and I are just taking things one day at a time one prayer a  time. He has super vised visits with our boys until such a time as he does batter classes then he gets them every other weekend which has me freaked out but he is their father and the judge did say that he does on toe out of line they will reinstate supervised visits  again. 

 My ex has been telling everyone that Justin is the reason for the divorce but  it is not true Yes I am moving on and Yes Justin is who I am moving on with. But he came after the divorce and the injunction of protection against Jimmy.  I hate that people will believe his lies .

We are doing Good

 Thanksgiving with Family and Friends

Job Interview

CHRISTMAS

                                                        Heart Heroes Dinner

Things Have been rough I am taking any Job I can get . The boys get to see their father twice a week as he has supervised visitation. He has no contact with me  for one year and the divorce has been filed and is in the works. I am taking one day at a time but it is Hard the boys are my reason for living and going on.  I am also looking for full time work as the part time is not keeping us a float very well. but God is so good things always work out right when I need them too.   I would have never went down this path o my own choice but this is the hand life dealt me. I will keep keeping on for their sake.   We will be fine I firmly believe this and am surprisingly  happier then I have been in years. I did not  understand until my domestic violence therapist explained somethings to me. I got this I can do this. I rock and I will thrive with my boys.

Pumpkin Carving time

 Jamey stole the hat this time.

 Time to carve pumpkins. My friend Justin came and helped the boys while I cooked dinner. He has been a big help to me lately. I am thankful for good friends.

Josh finished his  first as he kept it simple.
They all 3 made faces at the pumpkin guts. It was so funny.

Spooktacular

 We had our yearly cub scout camp out this weekend. It was so much fun. the boys and I had a blast. It did get down in the 40's so it was a little cold feeling at night. But we climbed into my sleeping bags zipped together and then put their sleeping bags on top. We also did not have to cook as we had a pack kitchen for the day. It was a blessing. I was able to focus on my boys at all times.  I also had fun with friends from other packs.  I only get to see them at scouting events .


All my friends pitched in and helped me set up my huge tent also. They are  a bunch of great people.

A friend of mine loaned me his hat. I think I look good in it .

4 years

I dreamed of you last night. I dreamed you where still here. it has been 4 years you have been gone and some days it still hurts like yesterday . I wish you where here I could use your advice. You always knew what to say to make my heart not hurt. I love you papaw and miss you so much.